If you haven't seen the Final Turn of R2, don't read this.
How does it feel to be in heaven? Hmmm... I will never know. You are an interesting man indeed. I wonder if you have ever hated me at least once for giving you the power of the Geass. I know, it is more like a curse. I hate myself sometimes for doing so, but to see you accomplish your dream-- don't make me have to say it.
You are definitely someone I hope not to forget. I will never forget. I just wish to be there with you now. Do you find that surprising? Me too. You always surprise me, as I do to you. I wonder if I'll be able to find someone to replace me so I can join you....probably not. I wouldn't want them to rebell as you did, and ruin your accomplishments. Don't worry. I'll be sure that shan't happen. But if I do finally take my last breath and see the last of this world, I will be sure to remember to smile. You. How dare you order me to do such a thing? Or was it a request? Either way, I wish to do it...should I tell you why? Maybe you know, or you may have been blinded by your ambitions to notice me. But do not worry, I'll always be your witch. Yours and only yours. Lelouch Vi Brittania's witch. Hmph. That has an awkward sound to it, but still. And you must promise to remember that you belong to me. You are my warlock. Mine only. I sound a bit possessive... but do you still belong to me? Will you watch over me? Probably not, you have to watch over Nunnally and Zero and everyone whose life you have touched. But you might surprise me yet again.
You are an evil man, making me think about you so...
I'm not sure exactly what to do now... maybe I'll venture into the world you have created. But I don't have any of your credit cards to live off of. How dare you make me rely on you so much? I'll forever keep the Cheese-kun you bought for me. What? Don't you feel special? To be remembered through all of eternity through a comfy cheese-kun plushie...
Remember when I lost my memory? I relied on you so much...I remember how I felt. I felt like the way I did when I was a slave... but you...you are a different master. Why did you take care of me? Why did you rush to my finger as it was bleeding....? Were you pitying me? I could've deserved to be thrown away like a useless doll... I was broken... it was my fault that you had the Geass....my fault that you had to die....to sacrifice yourself.... Am I horrible for doing that? I know that "I'm sorry" isn't enough...
But I am glad to know that you need me. How do I know that? Because you said it yourself when I was about to leave you for Mao. Wait-- I'm glad? Why should I be glad to know that you need me? There you go again... you evil, evil man.
My only regret is that you never said my name like a lover....and that you never touch my lips with yours for one last time.
I hate you...for making me love you.
I love you Lelouch...and since you didn't say "Goodbye", I shall hope that we will soon meet again.
Please say my name... I know you can do it now, because you love me... I know you do. Why else would you look at me like that?
I hope to see you in my dreams, my beloved Lelouch. I hope to hear your soft whispers through the wind...